July 31,2008 11:17am

July 31,2008 11:17am

I'm on flight 3683 flying from LAX to SFO. This is my first trip enjoying my iPhone on a flight. I had 5 hours of sleep last night. Had dinner with Jamie, Karina, and Geoffrey. We ate those Japanese pancakes. My first time having those and they were pretty good. I love trying new food. Jamie's birthday was yesterday and it was fun hanging out. Just talking about life and talking about stuff we don't always discuss. It just reminded me of how much I miss being around friends who know me well, understand me, care, and accept me.

I've been on small talk mode for awhile. I do miss the feeling of closeness. I have my family though like my cousins at least and for that I'm more than grateful. I'm also grateful to reconnect with old friends like Cheryl. I just feeling like the overstretching of myself is slowly emerging. I don't mind hanging out with different people, but it's becoming challenging to decide who to hang out with. Overbooking myself. Lots of my friends aren't mutual friends and then they don't hang out with my family so I end up having to choose. It's always,"I haven't seen you for awhile. Then a lot of my friends are so different from each other personality, crowd, and lifestyle wise. But oh well, that's what I deal with and I accept it. I love my friends and family so much that I can hardly imagine seeing my life any other way for now. I am so grateful to have awesome people in my life. I have all the people I could ever need in my life right for now and the rest show up as life goes on.


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